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I lost myself!

Dear Blog:

Today is December 1, 2010, I’m listening songs of tranquility and I think that it’s well for me , because I think to have much issues, but how my mother told me:

“Never lost your dreams and fight for this”

But December 1, 2010 begin to feel in the air, people, place, for everywhere, again I start to feel me loneliness, well I think so, if my mom hadn’t been stayed in another place or time five years ago, I think that we don’t have problems.

For me it’s very difficult try to understand this, because five years ago I had my mom in my arms, before I stayed with my mom playing, jumping, dancing, running, etc, every day we made any things that we can to invent, but now I stay alone without her, well mom is far away, but yet I miss her, when I had problems I ran with her, when I had a bad love I asked her.

Really December be on everywhere, but my only wish is that my mom could stay with me and my family, she has been sick , I stay in Veracruz and I can’t do anything for her, I want to send a message for ask how is she? What is she doing?

I think that soon she stay with me, just I tell to God that my mom come to us, and so, we can to keep pretty happy.

Saturday, 27

Yesterday I did test of "Taller de Redaction de Ingles"

Really, I was some stress, nervous, exited, etc. When Teacher Carlos bring the test, I think that it is very easy, but when he put test on the table and I saw test, I said:

Oh it is easy, but I start to read the instructions and I stay freeze.

Because when I turn back the sheet I saw that we had choose one topic and write 400 words, about the topic that I choose.

I choose A) Woman and Men… Men and Woman… We are different?

Then I start to read about my topic , but sometimes I don’t knew that put on the paper , because like ever , I started to think in Spanish, but I remembered that teacher Carlos told me that I should think in English, so I started to write.

I stayed for 3 hour writing about my topic, because I don’t remembered words or topics about this, really I don’t know what happen with me, but well.

I think that my test was so weird, I need to learn more words, structure, phrasal verbs, and grammar.

About my calcification, I guess that I have 7.

Firstly

Firstly, I was making my recordings, talking about the; what do me doing today?

After I went at class, there I learn how I can write a letter with phrases like:

 To begin with, I look forward, I am writing, for example, in addition, finally.

Too about the Indirect questions, first it was very completely but little a little

I go to learn this.

On redaction of English, Teacher makes me know my mistakes when

I write here, I have to much issues with this, because teacher said that

I should think in English, no in Spanish.

Today I hear a song that I loved, because this song makes 

me remembered at Mom. 

Really I wanted to cry, but I remembered the 

things that I did with her,

 I just hope that soon she will be with me. 

The song says:

When I was younger I saw my mommy cry, and cursed at the wind,

She broke her own heart and I watched as she tried to reassemble it,

And she swore that she would never let herself forget

And that was the day I promised, Id never sings of love

But mommy you are the only exception, maybe I know, somewhere

Deep in my soul that love never lasts and we've got to find other ways

To make it alone or keep a straight face.

And I’ve always lived like this, keeping a comfortable, distance

And up until now, I had sworn to myself that I was content with loneliness

Because none of it was ever worth the risk, but I’ve got a tight grip on reality,

But I can’t Let go of what's in front of me here,

I know your leaving In the morning, when you wake up,

Leave me with some proof it’s not a dream.

Note: I change some words.

End of the Lucky Boy

Glenda continued her husband and had two girls and a boy, her husband was a mechanic and had little money but Glenda began working and won in life, they lived in a town far Zapotillo.

Tiffany gets married with Tony her husband, they had one child he is called Tony, they lived in the house of Jesus to lived together with her mother.

Then one day they were eating and someone knocked on the door, Clara came to open it and was crying that her sister received the news that his sister was sick in the hospital, Clara then told his sons to stay at home that she had to go to the hospital, ate quickly and went to the hospital, she was very scared because I had long since I had seen, she  take a taxi and went to the hospital with her sister, they arrived at the hospital and his mother was in bed alone and she looked bad, they were waiting  for several days  in the hospital and when I get the doctor to tell you that his mother had died, they began to cry, Clara was crying all day because he could only see her mother for a few moments breathing, after so much time had passed. His mother was buried in the cemetery and continued their life.

Jesus and Tiffany began to work hard to have everything, while Tiffany's son stayed home with Clara, but they did not know of a surprise that his grandmother had for them.

They lived together, and one day received a news day, the grandmother of Jesus left a legacy that was to Clara, but Clara's brother, is a bad man and fought with his brothers for the money his mother left them all, but Clara also fought for that money was the future for their children, then the brother went away for that the police wanted to detain in jail.

They built businesses and finally became rich and could live happily ever after.

Thank you.

Second part of Lucky Boy

Clara started to meet people in the colony; he met many friends and spoke with them, her family was very angry, Clara's mother hated her, because her husband always love to Clara, for she was a woman from a little girl fighting for what I wanted and got it, Clara always went out for a walk with his father and that was what angered Laura.

Clara always smiled, she put a roast chicken business and every day it had to get up at 5 am, worked every day and found a job in security at night, until one day Jesus decided to go live with his mother, and did not care to live I a wooden house, while Tiffany decided stay to his father and stepmother, from there, change the life of Jesus because he was going to school and working for his mother to help, Jesus finished high school and continued working to pay school, began to settle, Clara and Jesus loved too but both did not have much time to be together, only saw at night, at dinner, just so they looked, and so it went every day, until one day …

Clara has a car accident and she was in prison, Jesus was going to visit every Wednesday. Crying at night because he lived alone and he wanted his mother.

Jesus walked alone through life, cried and cried at night, he wanted that his mother return, when returning home from school and work, saw the house, walked everywhere and did not see anyone, did not see anyone, he felt so alone, it was not the same, he lay in bed and was not her mother, Jesus ate alone, saw the TV just was not someone who was with him, there was nobody...He said:

_ What’s wrong, what's wrong now? Too many, too many problems, I want to go home, but nobody's home.

Jesus then decided to work for a while so I could have much money, so she can buy things, one day I came home from work, was late at night and ran down the street, then a truck ran over him, he ran because he was afraid the truck returned, knocked on doors and no one opened, then walked two blocks and so was able to reach the back of his house and tells her aunt to help him. I was in the hospital for two days and then went home for some rest and so he was for thirty-two days, her sister went to see.

One day his sister went to live with Jesus, they lived together a long time, they so hard to keep the house.

Until one day the two were eating at home and a lady knocked on the door, they were afraid it was too late, asked: who is? Who is?.

And nobody responded, again Tiffany asked: who is? And lady answered:

_ Excuse me!!! I sell tamales, but Tiffany and Jesus don’t go out because out  it was raining and they thought that she was a thief, Tiffany watched for the window  and she saw not, they had more fear and closed the windows and doors, again the lady said:

_ Anyone home?

Tiffani cried and Jesus too, because they did not know who the person who was outside was, Jesus said:

_ Tiffany calm down, please, calm down, we don’t know who is, maybe is somebody that want meal or  I don’t know, please calm down.

Tiffany said:

_ Jesus do not know who is? Please do not leave….

Jesus came running upstairs and took a gun to get out, ok said Jesus it’s time. Jesus came and saw the woman walking in the rain away; Jesus saw the woman and shouted:

_ Mrs. Come here pleases. Can I help you?

Women in the rain turned around and said if I sell tamales and food, but I think that nobody wants, so I go, thank you very much.

Jesus felt very bad to see the woman walking alone on the street, then ran out and touch you back to the woman and said:

_ Beautiful woman I do not want to walk in the rain, please go to my house, and get some rest and sleep. Please let’s go!

When the woman heard the voice of that young man remembered his son, looked up and began to cry, because I hear that voice was that of his son Jesus, and actually was Jesus.

Jesus began to cry and told Tiffany: Tiffany comes here, run is my mother this woman.

Then they kissed, they hugged under rain and walked happily home. They slept together and to awaken the youth had breakfast that their mother had prepared.

After started a new life, 6 months after Tiffany started to have a boyfriend, and had a very cute baby, they went to live with Jesus and with Clara.

Jesus continued studying at the university and working to pay for school and helping her mother, Peter and Jesus went home and told him that gave him a scholarship to help them and had never forgotten him only he worked all day, but already had a new family, Peter had a beautiful daughter with his wife, who built a house on land they bought and lived there.

In my first class of English I arrive to late, I took a bus on Plaza Cristal, the bus was waiting for 15 minutes or more, I think so!

More lately I had class of English conversation with Patricia Sordo, and there I learn a word Unfail: is when a person feels bad or something like this, and meth is a drug that affect our nervous system, euphoria, hurts, ills and the most important affect to family, broken interactions between parents and child’s.

TUESDAY

Today at night I will be too nervous, because tomorrow I have class with Patricia Sordo, really, she stress me.

But today I learn about, How I can use: Must, Have to, Should, Ought to, this word is more British but is similar to Should, this words means Prohibitions (it's wrong/ against the law), advice/ suggestion (its right thing to do, obligation, necessity (It’s the law).

Too I learn about the means ELDERLY:

Is all people.

This is it!

The Lucky Boy written for me.

THE LUCKY BOY

Once upon at time two people who were married, his name is Peter and her name was Clara, they lived with their children, they have two girls and one day Mom told Peter.

_Guess what?  I’m pregnant.

But Peter was angry because they had very issues, they had to much debt, Peter told Mom:

_You can’t have this boy.              

She cries all day, so she said to herself:

_ Clara, you should have this boy.

Then she was two months pregnant, while Peter was angry with that decision, spent nine months and the baby born, when the baby born was called: Jesus, he had big eyes and curly hair, when baby grew up, mom loved him, spent three years when mom and dad divorced, and Peter went with Mrs. Mary, but mom is left alone with Glenda, Tiffany and Jesus.

Mom worked all day and night, she worked so that their children had all, when she went to work, and Glenda  protected Tiffany and Jesus. Glenda did wipe them, fed them, etc. Glenda carried to Tiffany and Jesus at school and after she went at school.

When Clara finished her work when she passed by their children to school and after Glenda back home, one day mom had a big trouble, and kids were left alone, Dad then was for them.

They lived with her stepmother Mary, she was fat, tall, and very eater, Mary said to kids:

_ Wash dishes, cut plants!!!

She put to work so hard, so hard, Glenda went to High School, Tiffany went to Grade School and Jesus too.

Kids ate little and made household.

One day Glenda spoke Jesus, that one day would be close to Mom! One day…. When Tiffany arrived, heard the conversation, and the three began to cry in the dark.

One day the kids went to the party of the town, and Glenda met a young, they get married and went to live far away, Jesus cry because he love her. Well…  Tiffany and Jesus worked while the stepmother watched and rested.

Mary started to build their new house, just thought   continually under with Peter, the children never took into account.

Mary and Peter were married, they had a baby, so Tiffany and Jesus suffered greatly. Jesus continued his school, enjoyed, and played, he had two friends always played with them, but they went to their country and Jesus again left alone.

Then Clara returned to visit, Tiffany and Jesus Cried of joy, then Clara went to live with the grandmother’s Jesus, Grandmother’s Jesus called Laura, Laura gave ground to Clara, Clara builds up a wooden house where she had living for two years alone.

 

Today I’m going to talk about: Fairies

Fairies are mystical, supernatural and magic creatures that they live around the world.

Many people think that fairies are eternal species; because always they can live for too many years until that they don’t have more magic and power in order to can help to forest, plants, animals and sometimes people.

In the books is writing that there three types of fairies that are:

Elementals: This is uncommon in folklore, but accounts describing the fairies as "spirits of the air" have been found popularly.

Air: They can fly over the forest, plants or something that they can help with their magic.

Fire: They step on temperatures of the baby’s plants and sometimes humans.

Water: Too called “Ninfas” They dance everyday over the rivers, lakes, etc. They dance to can to make specials growing of the fishes. They are attractive, beautiful, long hair, sweet voice. Their name of “Ninfas” too someone’s said that they were addicted to sex, for that in the actuality we call “Nymphomanias” to women’s  that they love sex.

Angels: One popular story held that when the angels revolted, God ordered the gates shut; those still in heaven remained angels, those in hell became devils, and those caught in between became fairies.

Spirits of the Dead: A theory was that the fairies were a folkloric belief concerning the dead.

Today I feel bad!

Yesterday I was dancing with my partners of School, I was dancing Reguetoon Music and it was very funny, but today my Caribean body hurts me!

I'm going to talk about : The Macaronni Penguins.The Macaroni Penguin is a species of penguin found from the Subantarctic to the peninsula Antartic,

It has a yellow crest, and their face are black and sharply delineated from the white underpants. Adults weigh on average 5.5 kg and are 70 cm in length. The male and female are similar in apearance although the male is slightly larger with a relatively larger bill. Like all penguins, it is flightless, with a streamlined body and wings stiffened and flattened into flippers for a marine lifestyle.

Macaroni Penguin lives in Antartic , South America, and parts freezen in the world, their eat fish, and seaweed. From the moment the egg is hatched, the male Macaroni Penguin care for the newly hatched chick. For about 23 to 25 days the male protects it.

Noveber , 18

I start too early, because I have to homework of English, I think that day going well.

I start listening music called “Cool” of Gwen Stefani after Britney spears, because Britney and Mom are everything for me, they are my motivation to life, in this moment I listening “I was born to make you happy” and “lucky” , this song are my favorite of all her song.

“I was born to make you happy” the song tell us that some person in this world born to make you happy, that someone going to make something to make you feel amazing, that you don’t  stay alone in this world, that someday, someone comes to you and you going life happily forever.

“Lucky” This song I love it, because said that a girl is lucky, She can to have everything, cash, fame, luck, etc, but always she cries, cries, cries in the loneliness. I think that is similar in our life this song, because when you have money, don’t have love, and when you don’t have money, you have love.

But, anyways always God put people in your way in order to you can learn of theirs.

After I’m taking a shower, brush teeth, put my under wear and clothes, shoes, brush hair, and I singing “Someday I will understand the God got plan and what does to me”.

Is too late for go to work, after I have to take a bus, like every day.  I going to support to boss that always she doesn’t stop yelling and she had existential issues.

This is it! Said Michael Jackson.  XD

november,17

Today I woke up early, at 6:15 am.

Yesterday I go to bet at 7 pm after that finished South Park, really the chapter was funny.

The yesterday chapter of South Park, it’s was amazing because tried about the imagination land, First Stan Signed a agreement to Carmant to suck his balls, and whole chapter Cartman  disturbed to Stan with this.

Too, on the chapter Charlie stayed in the Imagination World and He was “the Key”, all the chapter the demons fight with the god. But in some chapter I watched that some pretty animals abuse of cute bears, the animals demons kill at Strawberry Rouse.

Yesterday it was a cute day with South Park.

November, 16

Boggler sorry fot not write!

Yesterday was Monday and I didn't anything.

Yesterday in the morning i went to work, I worked so hard, and to 9:45 my boss arrived, i don't know what happen with her , because always She always yellin and stresses me, almost evrey day She arrives at work have to punish someone, to me or my couple of work.

Really I don't know what happen with her, but in y feelings, i think that She have very issues in her house or around of her, just i wish that God bless her!

After I went to home with chinesse food, I passed for a Chinese restaurant and smelled so well, I bought Yakimeshi mixto, Kushiagues, Hot Soup, etc. When I arrived at Chinese Food, i was recived for a girl with a Chinese suit, She looks very humours, after i saw the menu and I choose the food, i like this place because your meal , they put on a little box and you eat the meal with chopsticks, that was funny.

When I arrived at home , my sister and her true love, began to eat. While we watched South Park , this cartoon i love it.

That's all everybody!

correction November, 03

Today, it was a wonderful day!

I saw one of my teachers, Miss Conchita, who was the first one. When I went to the bank I found two of my former teachers.

After I went to my school and I remembered all the great moments I live there!

05, November

Wow!! Yesterday was a wonderful day because I went to the Coffe with my friend Poulette, She and me talk about evrything that happen in last month. Really, I love him and when i don't see her , I feel so bad because she knows everything aboyt me and I know everything about her.

After we went to see Pepe, He works in a Coffe Bar, and he told me that if I want to go out to Antro, and I told him that I don't have enough money, He said me that I wasn't worried,because he paid everything and I enjoyed all music, dance everynight.

Too i knew a Portugues man that he traid of talk with me in Portuguese, but until i talked in English, French and Spanish and I don't understood that said me, because evreything words he talked in Portuguese.

I was very nervus and worried because i can not talk with him, I was very frustrated!

Have a nice day dear Blogg.

04, november

Today was a day busy, because i had enough plans in my life.

That's all!!!

03, November

Today was a wonderful day.

Because I saw to my teachers, the frist was Miss.Conchita , She was my teacher of elementary school and i went to bank and there I found Isabel my teacher of High School.

Really i felt great. After when arrived to my school i feel this emotion wrong, and I think for that, because I commit a mistake, but well, in my mind I have to think in others things.

Well i don't have to much things in my mind.

Bye.

Correction 28.

Today I feel so good, because I woke up at 6:30 am, I don't know why since that I woke up, I feel good, I think that something in my life could happen, I opened door of room and I saw to my sister that she was cooking and I turn on TV, heard and watched the news around the world, after I took a shower and I leaved my home because like every day I have to work.

I arrived at my work at 7:45 am and I did my work.

Yesterday I went to Mabel's House with Rosa, Xochitl, Marisol, Nayo and her neighbor of Mabel. In Her house we went to buy to OXXO, we bought beers like Indio, Superior, Caribe Cooler, etc. Her neighbor put on the music, we were dancing for three hours, really yesterday was a day very funny.

I look forward for The West Party's on Mabel's house.

Coming Soon!

29, Friday

Today i saw a book that it calls " Romeo y Julieta"

I think that is very book, because this book talks about the love betwen two persons that they are in love.
Really i don´t know too much about this.

i think that i need to read it.

Thursday, 28

Hi Dear Blogg,

Today i feel so good, because i woke up at 6:30 am, i don't know why since that i woke up, i feel good, i think that something in my life could happen, i opened door of room and i saw to my sister that she was cooking and i turn on tv, heard and watched the news around the world, after i took a shower and i leaved my home because like every day i have to work.

I arrived at my work at 7:45 am and i did my work.

Yesterday i went to Mabel's House with Rosa, Xochitl, Marisol, Nayo and her neighboard of Mabel. In Her house we went to buy to OXXO, we bought beers like Indio, Superior, Caribe Cooler, etc. Her neighboard put on the music, we were dancing for tree hours, really yesterday was a day very funny.

I look forward for The West Party's on Mabel's house.!

Cooming Soon!

Wednesday, 27

Hello, This is my first day in Blogg.

Really i have very issues to creat this blogg, awsome.

But well, yesterday i went at school, everything was Ok, But i don't know what happend with me, becasue , mmm, i don't know, i think that i forget it this for a moment.

Well, today i woke up very late, because yesterday i was thinking to much,  but i woke up at 7:02 am, too late, i took a shower, brush my teeth, put my clothes, and after i took bus, the same of ever, Bus going to slowly, i arrived at my work at 8:15 am, when i in at my work at 7:45, but well, i arrived and my boss was there, i feel something in my head, and said myself:

Eligio, breathe slow, think in somethin good, and calm down.

I did this, and  i think that nothing happened, well until now, because my boss not yet back, but i don't know, i like work with her , but i have fear at her. I think so!

Well for this moment , this is it, because i'm working so hard! hahahaha

Bye , teacher i hope that you like my speech!